One week

In one week I’m going to be in Guatemala. A 2 week escape in a sense. I hope that In those 2 weeks some problems get solved. I’m almost ready for my trip. The only thing left to do is a presentation about my school. I already took the pictures but my friend is going to do it. He has done a lot of those for the school so it’s supposed to be easy for him. It was my friend from Guatemala idea to give this to him. I don’t usually give my work to other people. But she told me that he does this kind of thing for everyone so why not for me. I don’t know if I should have. I’m waiting to be disappointed. Things are not the same with him. I can’t tell you more because there is always the fear of someone reading this. That is why I never put their names. I just can tell you that of my 3 friends only one remains very close to me. Nothing has happened but they are just drifting apart from us. Changes, Changes people change.I guess im one of the few that remain the same. My definition of friendship is one thing. I guess is different from the others. Unconditional. I’m your friend because I like you not because I need you and when I don’t it’s the end of the friendship. NO no no….I will be there.. for anything you need me. I guess I’m there to give and not all people are the same. I haven’t lost hope in him. Not yet but it is a short walk. The sad thing is that he is letting others take over his life. He has just left a prison to get inside another and he is not seeing it. Just me and my friend are seeing what is happening but our lips are sealed. The fall is going to be hard but such is life as they say. I’m looking forward to my trip!! I will tell you everything about it. Another adventure.

still waiting…

Still waiting for a miracle so we will be able to sell the building. We are still waiting and waiting but time is running out. I will have no other choice but to take another job after school. Tutoring or something. I am dreading this I can’t hide it but we are running out of choices. I have to wait until I get back from Guatemala though. I just had another small car accident. This time both drivers were to blame. Stupid mistake. We are not letting Vivi drive because we can’t have the luxury of having a car accident even a small one like mine. There is always some kind of money involved. And then it happened to me. I have my mind in many things. I’m mad at myself . The car won’t get fixed for awhile. It’s a shame I was having a good weekend. i was out last night with my friend from Guatemala.We didn’t have a lot of money so we just went to Old San Juan bought a coke in Wendys and sat in a bench in front of El Convento hotel. Talking and just enjoying the beautiful Old City. It gives us energy to start a new week. Now it’s mostly her and me. The other 2 have slowly drifted apart. It’s just not the same. Don’t ask me why. I miss the four of us together. Tonight I could use the support of my dear friend the brother. He knows how to talk to me. He does know how to make me feel better. Such is life. Hate changes. I hope things will remain the same most of the times. I need that miracle as soon as possible.