Still waiting for a miracle so we will be able to sell the building. We are still waiting and waiting but time is running out. I will have no other choice but to take another job after school. Tutoring or something. I am dreading this I can’t hide it but we are running out of choices. I have to wait until I get back from Guatemala though. I just had another small car accident. This time both drivers were to blame. Stupid mistake. We are not letting Vivi drive because we can’t have the luxury of having a car accident even a small one like mine. There is always some kind of money involved. And then it happened to me. I have my mind in many things. I’m mad at myself . The car won’t get fixed for awhile. It’s a shame I was having a good weekend. i was out last night with my friend from Guatemala.We didn’t have a lot of money so we just went to Old San Juan bought a coke in Wendys and sat in a bench in front of El Convento hotel. Talking and just enjoying the beautiful Old City. It gives us energy to start a new week. Now it’s mostly her and me. The other 2 have slowly drifted apart. It’s just not the same. Don’t ask me why. I miss the four of us together. Tonight I could use the support of my dear friend the brother. He knows how to talk to me. He does know how to make me feel better. Such is life. Hate changes. I hope things will remain the same most of the times. I need that miracle as soon as possible.
November 1, 2009 at 2:51 am |
I’m so sorry hearing about your accident and your situation of not being able to sell your building. Try not to worry a great deal my friend. There is always dark clouds before the sun shines. I’ve had so many physical medical problems in my life that I was worrying so much that I was creating another problem. Finally I just let God take care of them and whatever took place took place. They all eventually fell into place some easier than others but they all were dealt with. Some I still have and will always have and I will just have to live with some them. I know it’s hard and sometimes you don’t know where to turn but you will be OK. I’ve never met you but you always sounded like a strong woman. Hang in there Nanni. Charlie and Bee are dealing with a tough situation in their life but you know, I’ve never seen two stroger to people in the world. You’ll be OK. Ciao my friend.
Paul
November 2, 2009 at 11:04 am |
Listen to Paul, he knows the answer, faith and prayer. You have your health, wonderful children and husband, a job (a lot of people are unemployed), and the love of family and friends. Hang in there! Linda